Paranoia

It's funny how I still flinch when there are people laughing behind me. I get nervous, afraid they're laughing at me, for whatever reason they've dreamed up. If something happens often enough when you're young, it can be hard not to be wary of it when you're older.

When someone anonymously declares that an acquaintance has become an annoyance to them, I always worry that I'm the problem. It's not that I'm that self-centered, it's that I'm that self-conscious. I'm always worried I've done something wrong, to upset someone. I shouldn't want to please people so much.

I shouldn't worry, but I do. I can't help it.

BUT ANYWAY.

So the roof of our second newest building on campus caught fire on Saturday! It took them 24 hours to put it out! It was crazy. The whole campus was absolutely filled with smoke.

And today, the campus was filled up with smoke again~~ and it took them forever to send out an emai

l informing us that the roof was in fact not on fire again, but there was smoke wafting over from some controlled fire in Chester. How about that. It ruined my afternoon. I had to close the window before our whole room smelled like barbeque. I saw some pictures of the damage inside the building and it's insane. The fire was only in the roof but the damage from all the water they poured on it was pretty extensive. Even though no one got hurt, it's slightly disturbing and...ominous to look at something in such bad repair when the last time I saw it, it was perfectly fine.

I finally finished watching Cowboy Bebop and it was quite enjoyable. I wouldn't mind seeing a version of it with only the i

mportant bits pertaining to the main characters. I think the last three episodes were the most interesting. My cousin and I have agreed to become bounty hunters if we can't find jobs. I thought that might turn out something like this: